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i think i lost all of what little respect i ever had for my dad tonight.
my brother has severe anger issues he refuses to get treatment for and takes everything out on my mum and i, my anxiety and panic disorder has gotten so much worse to the point i can’t handle it on my own and i actually have to take medication for it now because of the stress it puts on me
my mum told my brother to get lost this morning and so like he always does he ran to my dads and is staying there for the weekend

i really don’t want him coming back to live with my mum and i anymore, it’s just too stressful.
so i called my dad explaining what he’s like and how violent he can get and lash out on everyone
all he said to me was “he’s your brother kaitlin, you need to learn to live with him. and stop over exaggerating about the medication.”

that’s fucking it.
i hate him so much right now, for one, giving my brother the pity party he wanted because i forgot that having everything handed to you on a silver platter was the worst type of lifestyle to have
and most of all, saying i’m over exaggerating about my medicine. who would even lie about that? having anxiety and panic disorder is the worst thing ever, i would want nothing more then for it to be gone.

i’m just so stressed out and pissed off right now idek
this is dumb 

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